How Did I Get There

darkgeem@pyrokinesis.fr (darkgeem) — Thu, 07 May 2026 15:44:25 +0200

I feel tired.

For real this time. Like, really tired.

Not just “I didn’t sleep enough” tired, I mean tired tired.

I’m out of money, again.

“How did I manage to do that? I’ve just been paid ten days ago.”,

I just asked myself.

Well…

I keep buying junk food when I could cook.

I keep buying worthless junk with money I don’t have.

I keep trying to pay back what I owe, credits, friends, debts…

I am a fucking moron.

I’m starting to hate myself.

I feel empty inside.

I changed jobs, I’m working on interesting stuff, or well, I soon will, but…

… I still somehow feel empty inside.

I feel like no matter what happens in my life, no matter the amount of good things coming, I’ll never get myself out of my debts and state of mind.

I fucked up.

I really, definitely, fucked up.

I’ll be paid in 20 days, and my bank account is already almost blocked.

Like, I’m spending way more than I earn. Every. Bloody. Month.

And this month, I got paid slightly less than usual, for some reason.

Not much. Just, slightly less. But it broke me. Because… I AM that short on money.

And I have no idea how I’ll manage to survive through this month.

This is routine, now.

I feel like this has become my routine.

Every morning, I wake up to the thought of being evicted, of being cut off from my bank, of being fired…

I don’t know what’s going to happen, but every month I know I’m going to have to continue struggling.

I do not “live”, I survive.

This is how I feel.

I can’t continue that shit.

…

Please, help me…

And Another One

darkgeem@pyrokinesis.fr (darkgeem) — Thu, 16 Apr 2026 16:10:36 +0200

I made a new blog.

I use hugo.

I use the re-terminal theme.

Once again.

About

darkgeem@pyrokinesis.fr (darkgeem) — Thu, 16 Apr 2026 16:08:36 +0200

Yo.

I’m darkgeem.

Or gramedek.

Or whatever, I don’t care.

Have a blog.

Bye.

Showcase

darkgeem@pyrokinesis.fr (darkgeem) — Wed, 18 Jul 2018 00:00:00 +0000

Features in updates

native CSS variables showcase

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/* PostCSS code */

pre {
  background: #1a1a1d;
  padding: 20px;
  border-radius: 8px;
  font-size: 1rem;
  overflow: auto;

  @media ($phone) {
    white-space: pre-wrap;
    word-wrap: break-word;
  }

  code {
    background: none !important;
    color: #ccc;
    padding: 0;
    font-size: inherit;
  }
}

// JS code

const menuTrigger = document.querySelector('.menu-trigger')
const menu = document.querySelector('.menu')
const mobileQuery = getComputedStyle(document.body).getPropertyValue('--phoneWidth')
const isMobile = () => window.matchMedia(mobileQuery).matches
const isMobileMenu = () => {
  menuTrigger.classList.toggle('hidden', !isMobile())
  menu.classList.toggle('hidden', isMobile())
}

isMobileMenu()

menuTrigger.addEventListener('click', () => menu.classList.toggle('hidden'))

window.addEventListener('resize', isMobileMenu)

<!-- HTML code -->

<section id="main">
  <div>
   <h1 id="title">{{ .Title }}</h1>
    {{ range .Pages }}
      {{ .Render "summary"}}
    {{ end }}
  </div>
</section>

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